Have this idea long time ago, but always not start it. But today, announce my decision here, write some articles in English.
Why I have this decision?
May like some Chinese students, I studied English in Primary school, grade 4. So until now, I have studied English more than 20 years!! Wah, it's a long time, right? But I still cannot speak or write English f
luently, sometimes I am always shy to speak English. I know many peoples have the same feeling, such as my husband. Some people don't like English and needn't use English, so everything is okay. But I am not! Actually I like speak and learn other countries' languages, and I also need use English every day. Because my poor English, I lost some chances to get improved and manage good projects. This year is my tenth year after left school and entered society. I must have a
breakthrough on my career development, and English is the biggest barrier.
My reading is best, writing is fine, spoken English is worst because I have few chances chat with others in English. I have tried to communicate with husband in English, but at last we gave up because my husband's English is really poor and he hates to speak English. Last year, there was a Filipino in our Shenzhen office and we were in the same room. I were happy to have chance speak English at that moment. But he left company and returned to Philippines, and suddenly stopped my only chance to speak English.
Because all of my projects have been moved to GZ office, I have to suffer from bussiness travel between GZ and SZ. I want to leave this company, but it is difficult to find a better job or PM position outside due to my poor spoke English. I need improve my English to strengthen competitive power, I cannot continue standing this bad and awkward situation. So I have this idea, hope it can help me, and I can find a satisfied job soon.
Now no excuse for me to give up!