Celebrated my # 30s birthday last Sunday.

Went to cenima with husby and watched "CHI BI" directed by John Wu. Even though there were some negative comments in internet before actually watching the movie, but I was not influenced at all. I beleilve my own feelings and my feelings are it's a good movie. And this is what we think when we walked out of the cenima.

War is cruel. Warlords and warriors are embitious and couragiou. The old 1 millions old question emerged again: why can't we have peace and enjoy a peaceful life, why must there be war?

The answer is probalby simpler than expected. Because of greeds, because of selfishness of certain people who's thirst for powder can never be requenched. So the Wars begin, and then it's like waves one following another, it becomes impossible to define where and how one starts and ends.

All wars like to disguise itself with an houorable and justified cause. Some are indeed hounorable, and justified. But the blood shed, lifes taken are always ungly and shameful. Must all this happen? For what?

Heroism dreams die hard. In the end, all turns into nothingness --it may sounds a bit fatalism, but history is such a mess fordged with countless incidents and coincidents, no one can be assure of anything unless it's happened.

I felt be smalled and sad, and sadly moved by CHI BI.

Father in law prepared a banquet at home when we got back at 8pm. He is very kind and I am much moved, and I determined to be nicer to him, not that I had not been nice, but try to be less judgemental to him.

It's so damn easy to judge people. Judgement are cheap and handy in our heart.