现在的心情 就像坐在准备开动的Roller Coaster
对于即将开始的国内新生活 陌生的环境 一片未知
充满希望
希望去快点开始这段新的旅途
快乐?幸福?繁忙?落寞?危险?愤怒?失望?。。
=)
我只有“平和”的去面对
。。

2007。03。07

posted @ 2007-07-24 15:19 testest123| 编辑 收藏

there must be something missing.......in my life..

2007。03。08

posted @ 2007-07-24 15:11 testest123| 编辑 收藏

don't cry , baby..

be brave , be happY

看一些美好的诗词, 可以暂时 忘却现实的冷漠
不要伤心了 振作点
我会找到我想要的那个男人的。。
他就在不远处, 一定的。。
他就在那里安静的等待着我,
正如 我也在安静的等待着 我们相遇的那一刻一样。。
我们彼此坚信着 。。 有一天,
那一天, 一定会来到。。

白鸟

                   亲爱的,

                   但愿我们是浪尖上一双白鸟!

    流星尚未陨逝,我们已厌倦了它的闪耀;

    天边低悬,晨光里那颗蓝星的幽光

    唤醒了你我心中,一缕不死的忧伤。

    露湿的百合、玫瑰梦里逸出一丝困倦;

    呵,亲爱的,可别梦那流星的闪耀,

    也别梦那蓝星的幽光在滴露中低徊:

    但愿我们化作浪尖上的白鸟:我和你!

    我心头萦绕着无数岛屿和丹南湖滨,

    在那里岁月会以遗忘我们,悲哀不再来临;

    转瞬就会远离玫瑰、百合和星光的侵蚀,

    只要我们是双白鸟,亲爱的,出没在浪花里!
                                                                  

                                         ------------------- William Butler Yeats

2007。03。09

posted @ 2007-07-24 15:09 testest123| 编辑 收藏

我的宝贝Laptop ...
我亲爱的宝贝Laptop..
我唯一的财宝

it became a dummy now....
没有声音了。。
生活在没有音乐的世界 我会疯掉的。。 呵

现在只好 把 download 好的music ..
从电脑传到MP3player 里 才 有声音
sigh~
呵呵
我要微笑
新的不去 旧的不来
我要微笑~
至少 我还有一个宝贝MP3
音乐无限
我要微笑 = D


<1>
Stray birds of summer come to my window to sing and fly away.
And yellow leaves of autumn, which have no songs, flutter and fall there with a sigh.

夏天的飞鸟,飞到我的窗前唱歌,又飞去了。            
秋天的黄叶,它们没有什么可唱,只叹息一声,飞落在那里。 
  ----------- <<飞鸟集>> Rabindranath Tagore   

     2007.03.10

posted @ 2007-07-24 15:06 testest123| 编辑 收藏

一切事情要向好的方面想 , 这样 事情才会向好的方向发展
上帝与我同在

台风入境 强风 刮得我 东倒西歪 。。 手好冷啊 耳朵也是 好像给吹掉了一样
这就是没车的狼狈下场
回国了 要解决车的问题 就像要解决温饱问题一样迫切。。 呵


<2>                  
O Troupe of little vagrants of the world, leave your footprints in my words
.
世界上的一队小小的漂泊者呀,请留下你们的足印在我的文字里。
---------- <<飞鸟集>>
Rabindranath Tagore

2007.03.11

posted @ 2007-07-24 15:05 testest123| 编辑 收藏

Amélie is the story of Amélie Poulain, a girl who grows up isolated from other children by Raphaël, her taciturn doctor father, due to his mistaken belief that she suffers from a heart condition (a mistake in fact resulting from the increase in her heartbeat caused by the rare thrill of physical contact by her father, who only ever touched her during medical check-ups). Her mother (who is just as neurotic as her father) dies when Amélie is young, victim of a freak accident involving a suicidal Québécoise who threw herself off the top of Notre Dame Cathedraland landed on Amélie's mother, causing her father to withdraw even further (and devote his life to building a rather eccentric shrine to his late wife). Left to amuse herself, Amélie develops an unusually active imagination.

When she grows up, Amélie becomes a waitress in a small Montmartre café, The Two Windmills, run by a former circus performer. The café is staffed and frequented by a gang of eccentrics. By age 22, life for Amélie is simple; having spurned romantic relationships following a few failed efforts, she has devoted herself to simple pleasures, such as cracking crème brûlée with a teaspoon going for walks in the Parissunshine, skipping stones across St. Martin's Canal trying to guess how many people in Paris are having an orgasm at one moment ("Fifteen!", as she tells the camera), and letting her imagination roam free.

Her life changes on the same day that Princess Diana dies. Following a series of circumstances resulting from her shock at the news, behind a loose bathroom tile she finds an old metal box of childhood memorabilia hidden by a boy who lived in her apartment decades past. Fascinated by the find, she resolves to track down the now grown-up man who put it there and return it to him, making a deal with herself in the process; if she finds him and it makes him glad, she will devote her life to goodness. If not, too bad.

She meets her reclusive neighbor Raymond Dufayel, a painter who continually repaints Luncheon of the Boating Party(Le Déjeuner des canotiers) by Pierre-Auguste Renoir. He is known as 'the Glass Man' because of his brittle bone condition. With his help, she tracks the former occupant down, and places the box in a phone booth, ringing the number as he passes to lure him there. Upon opening the box, the man has an epiphany as long-forgotten childhood memories come flooding back. She trails him to a nearby bar and observes him secretly. On seeing the positive effect she had on him, she resolves from that moment on to do good in the life of other people. This results in Amélie becoming a something of a secret matchmaker and guardian angel, as she persuades her father to follow his dream of touring the world (with help from his garden gnome and an air-hostess friend), her co-workers and friends (two of whom she sets up), the concierge of her building, and Lucien, the boy who works for the bullying owner of the neighborhood vegetable stand (whom Amélie delights in taking vengeance upon).

But while she is looking after others, no one is looking after Amélie. In helping other people achieve happiness, she is forced to examine her own lonely life - made ever more apparent and painful by her relationship with Nino Quincampoix, a quirky young man who collects the discarded photographs of strangers from passport photo booths, with whom she has fallen in love. Although she intrigues him through her various roundabout methods of attraction (including something like a treasure hunt for one of his forgotten photo albums), she is painfully shy and incapable of actually approaching him. It will take Raymond's friendship to teach her to pursue her own happiness whilst still ensuring that of her friends and neighbours.

<3>                  
The world puts off its mask of vastness to its lover.
It becomes small as one song, as one kiss of the eternal
.

世界对着它的爱人,把它浩翰的面具揭下了。            
它变小了,小如一首歌,小如一回永恒的接吻。
                       -----------------------------<<飞鸟集>> Rabindranath Tagore   
2007.03.12 

posted @ 2007-07-24 15:04 testest123| 编辑 收藏

It's a lovely sunny day!
The hotest day in the year so far.
风和日丽 阳光明媚
心情也豁然开朗
和朋友约好下午出去喝咖啡
平时从家走到市中心最多10分钟
今天我足足用了半小时才挪到市中心
呵呵
尽可能的放慢放慢脚步 让阳光暖暖的安祥的照在脸上
really enjoy it
sun shine put a big smile on every passerby~
街心公园里 的某一个角落 有那么一群快乐的人儿 围坐在草坪上
弹着吉他  合唱着一些 我没听过的 爱尔兰 歌曲
歌声悠扬  给整个公园增色不少
几个天真没烦恼的孩子 格格的笑着 在湖边   追逐着惊慌失措的野鸭
他们年轻母亲 就坐在湖边的长椅上 眯缝着眼睛 blah blah 的 gossip 着
春天来临的缘故 
候鸟都飞回来了
湖水 被阳光 影射得 粼粼闪闪 发着翡翠般的光芒
几只白鸟 和天鹅 庸懒的浮 在湖面上 晒太阳  (到底 湖面 有多少只白鸟呢?一定是偶数)
走在我 前面不远距离 的是一对 拄着拐杖又相互搀扶着的老人
年纪太大了 所以他们走得 也特别的缓慢
阳光温暖的照在他们身上
留给我的是 一长一短 斜斜的影子
实在是 不忍心 超过他们
生怕打破这 一和谐的气氛

Radio里DJ正放着Alicia Keys 的<< If I ain't got u>>..

原来生活正是如此
我们一路走着
一路寻找
父亲说其实
很多人都不知道 自己在忙忙碌碌了一生
究竟在寻找什么
由于生活的压力工作的紧迫爱情的烦恼
而没留意一路上还有更美好的风景
阳光依旧照得我暖暖的
这一刻 我是快乐的
enjoy the sunshine, enjoy the day..

Alicia Keys - <<If I Ain't Got You Lyrics>>
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

< 4 >
  
The mighty desert is burning for the love of  a blade of grass who shakes her head and laughs and flies away.
无垠的沙漠热烈追求一叶绿草的爱,她摇摇头笑着飞开了。
--------------<<飞鸟集>> Rabindranath Tagore   


2007.03.13

posted @ 2007-07-24 15:03 testest123| 编辑 收藏

boyfriend (nil) Marlboro lights (7)
the 13 things every woman should do before she's 30

1. Travel round Europe with a girlfriend ( DONE)
2.Live in NewYork (UNDONE)
3.Learn another language ( DONE, Cantonese,  Hakka, English )
4.Work at a profession u have no intention of making a career out of  (? UNDONE)
5.Raise a puppy (DONE!)
6.Do a cross-country road trip with a sibling (DONE, but with my best friend)
7.Perfect three songs to play at the piano ( UNDONE)
8.MOve somewhere where u know no one (DONE)
9.Make a christmas dinner that would impress ur mum (UNDONE)
10.Open a savings account (DONE)
11.Execute a huge act of forgiveness that u wouldn't have thought possible at 13 (DONE, i forgave him)
12.Fall madly, head-over-heels in love (DONE)
13.Get your heart broken beyond repair and learn that u can survive it (DONE!!i m getting stronger by my own)

这13件事情 是Hollywood 当红女星 Jennifer Garner 列出来的
到目前为止,我完成了9项,还有其中的4件事情没完成。。分别是 (2,4,7,9)
这是一个很有意思的 to - do - list


2007.03.14

posted @ 2007-07-24 15:01 testest123| 编辑 收藏

上星期做的Tiramisu 和strawberry cake  非常成功 呵呵
超赞 =)
希望回国了 有机会再做给父母吃
fantastic ~
Ingredients

  • EGGS, 8, with yolks and whites separated
  • SUGAR, 1/3 cup
  • MASCARPONE, 1 pound
  • HEAVY CREAM, 1 cup
  • ESPRESSO COFFEE, 2 cups cooled
  • BRANDY, 2/3 cup
  • LADY FINGERS, 30
  • BITTERSWEET CHOCOLATE, 2 ounces grated
  • COCOA POWDER, Dutch process, sifted, for garnish

Directions

  1. Mix the sugar into the egg yolks, blending well.
  2. Add a little Mascarpone at a time to the egg yolk mixture, and mix until smooth. Set aside.
  3. In a separate bowl, beat the whipping cream until stiff peaks form. Set this aside as well.
  4. In another bowl, beat the egg whites until stiff peaks form.
  5. Fold the whipped cream into the egg yolk mixture, then fold in the beaten egg whites.
  6. Spread about 1/3 of the cream mixture of a 4-6 quart glass baking dish or serving bowl.
  7. Place expresso coffee in a large mixing bowl, and combine with the brandy.
  8. Dip a lady finger into the expresso, lay it in baking dish on cream mixture.
  9. Top with grated chocolate.
  10. Continue in this manner, laying lady fingers side by side to cover the bottom.
  11. Place another 1/3 of cream mixture on top of soaked lady fingers.
  12. Cover this with another layer of expresso-soaked lady fingers.
  13. Top with remaining cream mixture and grated chocolate.
  14. Dust final layer with grated chocolate and cocoa powder.
  15. Chill 2 hours to set.

2007.03.10

posted @ 2007-07-24 14:59 testest123| 编辑 收藏

  我遥遥渡河而来    
在河的彼岸 烟波流转  

对岸繁华三千 迳夜笙歌
据说红尘万丈尽在其中
要寻的人必也在那里吧
  
我遥遥渡河而来
红尘皆醉 竟也是一片迷蒙
没有夜晚的城市有些骇人 踽踽独行
枯灯守候 该有人来寻我吧
却见灯光阑珊 独不见来人
  
我遥遥渡河而来
长舟流月 未饮先醉
繁华三千 属意屈就
痴人笑傻 未必领情
捻月为盟 星芒尽掩
  
我遥遥渡河而来
摆渡人问 可要归航
潇洒地挥挥衣袖 去吧 去吧
繁华三千 总有依处
摆渡人苦笑而去
总有人夜夜岸边枯候 不得归航
  
我遥遥渡河而来
彼岸 烟波流转 可有人寻我
对岸 繁华三千 可有人候我
踽踽独行 不得归航
摆渡人早已扬长而去
长舟流月 不得归航
我遥遥渡河而来


 

posted @ 2007-07-24 14:58 testest123| 编辑 收藏

饿了一天
新创了一个菜, 超好吃~
yummy .. yummy


1。红酒 (我用cabernet syrah),姜块小火炖鸡,让鸡肉慢慢入味; 接近半熟的时候,
加入white wine vinegar
鸡肉全熟后,打捞出来,去骨,切成长条(要按纹路来切,要不口感会不同)
2。炖鸡的时候,将pasta水煮后,用冷水冲洗,再用鸡汤冲洗,这样pasta上就沾上鸡汤的味道,和少许天然鸡油
3。水煮切成块的broccoli (绿色的那种,绿色食品,呵呵) 不要太熟,要脆的哦
4。在pan里加入少许olive oil,将pasta,chunky chicken,broccoli,pickled olives一起 stir fire 10秒至发金光闪闪
5。装入pasta 的大碟,在上面洒上cheese 和salt and pepper
6.放一大勺 low fat greek yogur 在碟子边上

好healthy

wow fantastic~~~~~~~~~
这就是我今晚的晚餐
配餐酒 还是一大杯的 Burgundy red wine (拜托自己 那瓶 Bordeaux 红酒早就喝完了)
红酒可以治疗暴食症
好撑啊, 什么也没吃今天,
因为有工人来家里装修,白天kitchen 不能用
enjoy my HAPPY meal~
i like cooking, especially cook for  those people who i care the most..
it's fun and enjoyable

2007。03。15

posted @ 2007-07-24 14:57 testest123| 编辑 收藏

So many people get marry this year.
So sweet~
Bonny结,表妹结,赵小姐结,同桌结,。。小C可能也结。。
So sweet~
同桌, 恭喜你哦 =)
来hug 一个, 好幸福啊~
祝福你俩 永结同心,白头到老!幸福美满,甜甜蜜蜜!
嘻嘻 好开心啊
这么多人出嫁
终于都有家了 ~

=D

甜蜜的羡慕

2007。03。15

posted @ 2007-07-24 14:53 testest123| 编辑 收藏

想嫁的一直未嫁
不想嫁的一早就嫁人了


2007。03。18

posted @ 2007-07-24 14:51 testest123| 编辑 收藏

世界上最残忍的事情就是扔书
很有罪恶感

因为自己的书太多了
托运的行李的有限
所以不得不将它们扔掉。。

好残忍啊
 

2007。03。27

posted @ 2007-07-24 14:50 testest123| 编辑 收藏

在众生喧闹的社会中,低调是一种姿态,一种权力,一种“躲避”式的进入。
正如泰翁所言“我已在天空飞起,却不留下痕迹”。
用禅的话形容这类人“高高山顶立,深深海底行”;
满瓶子不响,半瓶子晃荡。。
木秀于林,风比摧之。。
小小感想
是我父亲的处世原则

2007。03。26

posted @ 2007-07-24 14:49 testest123| 编辑 收藏

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