stan， 一首Eminem的歌，转载别人的翻译，不知道为什么，我很喜欢！


    stan的故事 
　 eminem-stan。非常好听的rap曲风[?覿 这是当年超红的单曲，dido也是因为这个才  红的。歌曲分为4个verse,chorus是dido唱的，内容大概是一个歌迷叫 做stan给eminem写  信，写了两封，但是没有收到回信，该孩子有点愤怒，于是带着怀孕的女朋友（dido饰）  雨夜开车狂奔 ，不慎掉入海中。不久后em受到了信，一边看电视，一边写回信，写道一半  的时候才发现电视上的新闻中正是stan的死讯。于是， damn,it was you.em的歌曲向来都  是故事性很强，这首歌曲也是被非英语国家的孩子们所喜爱的，因为语速不是很快。所以  语言方面的困难减少 了很多。em也是想借此歌曲告诉广大的歌迷，千万不要太沉溺于他，  他只不过是都大家开心而已 

歌词
各种Dido反复伴唱的歌词大意：我的泪变得冰冷.这到底是为什么？...我不想呆在床上.早晨的雨弥漫窗际.一片迷朦.即使我能看到点什么.那也只会是灰色的一片.幸好你的相片依然在墙上.这提醒我.还不算太糟糕... 

{Eminem扮演歌迷Stan} 你好：Slim(Slim就是指Eminem，因为Eminem的专辑The Slim Shady，同时也应为Eminem有着不幸的童年，是个被人忽视无关紧要的家伙，引申为一个阴暗细小(Slim)的影子)，我给你写了信但是仍然没有收到你的回复电话，我在信纸底部给你留了我的手机、拷机和电话。在秋天给你写了2封信，估计你肯定没有收到。可能是邮局或者哪里出错了。可能我写字太潦草，*，到底怎么回事。嗨，你的女儿怎么样？我的女朋友也怀孕了，我要做父亲了，我想给我女儿起名Bonnie（Eminem有首歌叫做Bonnie & Clyde，这里说明这个歌迷Stan是如何痴迷Eminem）。我也知道你叔父Ronnie的的事情了(Eminem的叔父Ronnie是Eminem的童年最好的好朋友，和Eminem年龄相仿，正是他努力发掘了Eminem的天赋并帮助他克服了人前表演紧张恐惧的不足，并帮助他走进演艺圈，后自杀，Eminem纹身来纪念Ronnie)，为你难受。我有个朋友为了女人也自杀了。你可能每天会收到无数歌迷这样的来信，但我保证我是你最忠诚的歌迷。我甚至看过早期你和Rawkus唱片公司一起做的地下音乐表演。我的房间里到处是你的照片，希望你理解，给我回信。你最最最最忠实的歌迷, Stan。 

{Eminem扮演歌迷Stan} 嗨Eminem，你仍然没有回复。我没有疯，我只是认为你不回复歌迷的信是槽糕的。如果你不想在演唱会散场的时候和我说话，没问题，但是你因该给我6岁的小弟弟Matthew签个名呀。我们在刺骨的寒冷中等了你4个小时，你只是说：不。***。你是我弟弟的偶像，他想将来和你一样，他比我更崇拜你。我很冷静，只是不想被欺骗。你看，我只是某种程度上喜欢你罢了。其实我和你一样对我父亲一无所知。他常欺骗和打骂妈妈。所以你的歌曲让我有同感。当我感到心情不好，我会离开人群，听你的CD，只有你的歌能够安慰我。在我胸口纹上了你的名字。有时我甚至割伤自己，看看会流多少血。这个就像注射毒品带来的肾上腺激素刺激快感一样。你的歌说的都是事实，这正是我尊敬你的地方。我女朋友很妒忌，因为我无时无刻不在说到你。你看，她和所有人一样都没有我了解你，他们不了解我们这样的人是如何长大的。你应该给我回电，我是你最最最最忠实的歌迷。 

{Eminem扮演歌迷Stan} 嗨，你这狂傲自大不愿意回信的家伙，这是我最后一次给你写信了，你个鸟人。6个月了仍然没有回信，我真的不配你回信吗？你肯定收到我最近的2封信了，我地址写的很工整。现在我正在录音给你听。现在我在车里，高速公路上时速90英里，喝了五分之一瓶伏特加，你敢和我一起开车嘛？你肯定听过Phil Collins的歌 《In the Air of the Night》，说得是：有人快淹死了，却有个人见死不救，Phil Collins看见了这件事，然后在一次演唱会上他碰到了那个人。现在我的情形就是如此。你本来也可以救我不让我淹死，但是现在已经完了。我所要的只是你的一个狗屁回复，现在我完全绝望了。我希望你知道我已经扯下了我房间里所有你的海报。我爱你Eminem，我们应该在一起，想想吧。可是现在都让你给毁了，希望你的良知能够让你不得安宁，睡不好觉，做梦就梦到这些，让你透不过气。 

{这时Dido扮演的Stan的女朋友在被Stan锁在汽车行李箱里面惨叫着}Stan大叫：闭嘴，*人。嗨，Eminem ，你听到了吗？这是我的女朋友在行李箱里尖叫。我没有割破她的喉咙，只是把她绑起来了，我可不会像你那样(这里不知为何这么说，估计有典故，可惜没找到，可能Eminem曾经对他的女友施暴，这里在反省)。我要让她更痛苦，让她窒息而死。好了，我行动了，快到桥上了，我*，我怎么把这个带子寄给你呢...(然后车飞出公路沉入河底，磁带后被警察取出) 

{Eminem自己} 你好Stan，想尽早给你回信，可是太忙了。你说你女朋友怀孕了，现在她怎么样了？你对我太过奖了，连女儿的名字都准备和我有关。那次演唱会上我肯定没有注意到你，别认为我是故意不尊重你。但是你说你割腕，我可要说那只是个闹剧，你***现在怎么样了，好吗？Stan，我想你要去心里治疗，这能让你不要在沮丧的时候躁动不安。另外，你说什么狗屁“我们在一起”是什么意思？我可不愿意见有这种想法的变态歌迷。我真的认为你和你的女朋友是互相需要的，或许你该对她好点。希望能在你对自己做出蠢事之前让你能及时收到我的信。我相信你会好起来，如果你能放松一点的话。我很高兴我能激励你，但是Stan，你真的疯了吗？希望你明白，我不希望我的歌迷做出蠢事。 

几个星期以前我看到一则新闻，有个鸟人喝醉了，把他女朋友铐在汽车行李箱里，然后把车从桥上开进了河里。那个女孩还是怀孕的，车里后来发现有盘磁带，警方没说那磁带是录给谁听得，只说了那个疯子的名字是....天哪，那就是你......

副歌：Dido 
我的茶凉了，为什么…… 
我的心情总是不好。 
清晨的雨遮住了我的窗 
什么也看不到 
看见的都是灰色。 
但在墙上却有你的照片， 
它提醒我，还不算坏， 
还不算坏…… 

[Stan] 
亲爱的Slim，我写信给你，但你仍未答复。 
我把我的地址、姓名和电话都留在了信末， 
秋天里发了两封信，你肯定是没有受到。 
可能是邮局或是什么地方搞错了。 
有时我总是把地址写得很潦草。 
但又能怎样呢？去它的吧！你的女儿好吗？ 
我的女朋友也怀孕了，我就要作爸爸了。 
如果是女孩，你猜我会叫她什么？ 
我会给她起名叫Bonnie 
我也读到了你的Ronnie叔叔的事儿，很难过。 
我有个朋友为了甩了他的*子而轻生， 
我知道你也许每天都听到这个，可我是你的超级歌迷 
我甚至有你和Scam一起做的地下音乐。 
我的房间里贴满了你的海报和照片。 
我也喜欢你和Ruckus的歌，那很棒。 

副歌：Dido 

我的茶凉了，为什么…… 
我的心情总是不好。 
清晨的雨遮住了我的窗 
什么也看不到 
看见的都是灰色。 
但在墙上却有你的照片， 
它提醒我，还不算坏， 
还不算坏…… 

[Stan] 
亲爱的Slim，你仍旧没有回信，希望你能抓住计划。 
我还没疯，我只是认为你TMD不屑于回信给歌迷。 
如果你不想在剧场外理我，你就可以不理， 
但至少应该为Matthew签个名。 
那是我的小弟弟，只有六岁 
我们在该死的寒风中里等了四个小时，可你只是说了个“不” 
那个小家伙可是把你当成了他的偶像。 
他要成为像你那样的人，他比我更喜欢你。 
我还没疯，只是不喜欢被欺骗。 
记得我们在丹佛的相遇吗？你说如果我写信，你会回信的 
看在我们有相同的境遇的份儿上。 
我也不知道谁是我爸， 
他总是欺骗妈妈还打她。 
我能在你的歌里看到自己。所以在那些心情沮丧的日子里， 
就好听你的歌。 
只有你的歌能帮我。 
我甚至咋胸前纹上你的名字。 
有时我也会割开手腕看它能流多少血。 
如同肾上腺素一般，那些痛楚向我袭来。 
我尊敬你，因为你说的一切都是事实。 
我女友开始嫉妒，因为我每天谈论的只有你 
但她并不像我如此的了解你，没人能 
她不会了解有着我们这样经历的人的。 
记得回信，你将会永远失去我这样的超级歌迷的。 
你真诚的，Stan 
此外我们也将会在一起的 

副歌：Dido 

我的茶凉了，为什么…… 
我的心情总是不好。 
清晨的雨遮住了我的窗 
什么也看不到 
看见的都是灰色。 
但在墙上却有你的照片， 
它提醒我，还不算坏， 
还不算坏…… 

[Stan] 

亲爱的从不回信的先生。 
这将是我寄给你最后的邮件了。 
六个月了，从没有回信——这不是我应得的。 
我知道你受到了最近的两封信； 
我在上面清清楚楚的写上了地址。 
这回是我要寄给你的磁带，我希望你能听到 
我在车上，在高速路上开90 
嘿，slim，我喝了第15个伏特加，你说我还能开吗？ 
你知道PhilCollins那首关于救一个落水者的歌“In the Air of the Night”吗 
但他没有得救 
那情形就和现在一样，你本可以阻止我溺水的。 
但现在一切都晚了，我吃了1000片镇定药 
眼睛睁不开了，我想要的只不过是个该死的回信。 
我希望您能知道我把你的照片从墙上都撕了下来。 
我爱你slim。我们本应该在一起的，想想吧 
现在你把一切都毁了，我想你不会睡着的，一定会梦到这一切。 
当你梦到时，定会惊叫的 
我希望你会受到良心的谴责，没有我，你不能呼吸 
看看吧，slim[尖叫声]*子，闭嘴！我正在说话 
嘿，slim，那是我的女友在后备箱中尖叫。 
但我不会割开她的喉咙，我只是绑住她。 
我不像你。 
因为窒息而死会让她更痛苦。 
好了，该走了，我已经到桥上了， 
噢，见鬼，我怎么才能把磁带寄出去呢？ 
[车轮摩擦的声音][碰撞声] 
[短暂的安静][溅起巨大的水花声] 

 
亲爱的Stan，我本打算尽快回信给你，但最近太忙了。 
你说你的女朋友怀孕了，多长时间了。 
你能给你女儿起那个名字，我真的感到十分高兴。 
这里有给你弟弟的签名， 
我写在了信的一开始 
很抱歉在演唱会上没能见到你，我肯定时错过了 
不要认为我写那些歌是故意让你难过的 
可你却说你也喜欢割腕 
我唱那些只是说着玩的。 
嘿，你还好吗？ 
你有些小麻烦Stan，我想你需要些建议来帮帮你了。 
你说我们将会在一起是什么意思？ 
这种话让我不想和你见面 
我想你和你的女友确实是相互需要的 
也许你应该对她好一些 
希望你能读到这封信，但愿它能赶在你伤害自己前寄到。 
只要放松一些，我想你会好起来的 
很高兴我可以激励你，但你为何那样疯狂 
我只要你做一个歌迷 
我不想再看到你说疯话了 
两周前的一个新闻让我感到不安 
一个家伙开车冲到了桥下 
后备箱里是他怀孕的女友 
在车上还找到了一盒磁带 
可他们没说磁带是给谁的…… 
想想看，他的名字是……是你 
该死的！ 

my tea's gone cold i'm wondering why i..
got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window..
and i can't see at all
and even if i could it'll all be grey,
put your picture on my wall
it reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
my tea's gone cold i'm wondering why i..
got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window..
and i can't see at all
and even if i could it'll all be grey,
put your picture on my wall
it reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
dear slim, i wrote but you still ain't callin
i left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
i sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
there probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
sometimes i scribble addresses too sloppy when i jot 'em
but anyways; **** it, what's been up? man how's your daughter?
my girlfriend's pregnant too, i'm bout to be a father
if i have a daughter, guess what i'ma call her?
i'ma name her bonnie i read about your uncle ronnie too i'm sorry
i had a friend kill himself over some ***** who didn't want him
i know you probably hear this everyday, but i'm your biggest fan
i even got the underground shit that you did with skam
i got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
i like the shit you did with rawkus too, that shit was fat
anyways, i hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
this is stan
my tea's gone cold i'm wondering why i..
got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window..
and i can't see at all
and even if i could it'll all be grey,
put your picture on my wall
it reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
dear slim, you still ain't called or wrote,
i hope you have a chance i ain't mad
i just think it's ****ed up you don't answer fans
if you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for matthew
that's my little brother man, he's only six years old
we waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, "no." that's pretty shitty man
you're like his ****in idol he wants to be just like you man,
he likes you more than i do i ain't that mad though,
i just don't like bein lied to remember when we met in denver
you said if i'd write you, you would write back
see i'm just like you in a way i never knew my father neither
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
i can relate to what you're saying in your songs so when i have a shitty day,
i drift away and put 'em on
cause i don't really got shit else so that shit helps when i'm depressed
i even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
sometimes i even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
it's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
see everything you say is real, and i respect you cause you tell it
my girlfriend's jealous cause i talk about you 24/7
but she don't know you like i know you slim, no one does
she don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
you gotta call me man, i'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
sincerely yours, stan
p.s. we should be together too
my tea's gone cold i'm wondering why i..
got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window..
and i can't see at all
and even if i could it'll all be grey,
put your picture on my wall
it reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
dear mister-i'm-too-good-to-call-or-write-my-fans,
this'll be the last package i ever send your ass
it's been six months and still no word - i don't deserve it?
i know you got my last two letters;
i wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
so this is my cassette i'm sending you, i hope you hear it
i'm in the car right now, i'm doing 90 on the freeway
hey slim, i drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
you know the song by phil collins, "in the air of the night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, then phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
that's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
now it's too late - i'm on a 1000 downers now, i'm drowsy
and all i wanted was a lousy letter or a call
i hope you know i ripped +all+ of your pictures off the wall
i love you slim, we coulda been together, think about it
you ruined it now, i hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
and when you dream i hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
i hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me see slim
shut up *****! i'm tryin to talk!
hey slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but i didn't slit her throat, i just tied her up,
see i ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
well, gotta go, i'm almost at the bridge now
oh shit, i forgot, how'm i supposed to send this shit out?
{*car tires squeal*} {*crash*}.. {*brief silence*} .. {*loud splash*}
my tea's gone cold i'm wondering why i..
got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window..
and i can't see at all
and even if i could it'll all be grey,
put your picture on my wall
it reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
dear stan, i meant to write you sooner but i just been busy
you said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
look, i'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
i wrote it on the starter cap
i'm sorry i didn't see you at the show, i musta missed you
don't think i did that shit intentionally just to diss you
but what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
i say that shit just clownin dogg,
c'mon - how ****ed up is you?
you got some issues stan, i think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
and what's this shit about us meant to be together?
that type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
i really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
i hope you get to read this letter, i just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself,
i think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, i'm glad i inspire you but stan
why are you so mad? try to understand, that i do want you as a fan
i just don't want you to do some crazy shit
i seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
come to think about, his name was.. it was you
damn!

         今天是我师兄师姐答辩的日子，感觉很奇怪，其实特别、非常想去，但是那个答辩的会议室太小了，我去的时候已经开始了。我的战友今天很生气，肯定是 因为我没有“组织纪律性”。最后我还是没有去听，现在应该已经讲完了。 实验室的生活很奇怪，大家应该都像一家人，可是我一个学期还没有在实验室带上一个月， 好像都很陌生，师兄们都是内向的人，就我一个躁动不安的，日子久了越发生疏了。现在也懒得检讨自己了。

         现在突然发现自己有些变了，变的不爱表达了。 以前我总是那种把心情把想法挂在脸上挂在嘴边的人， 还一直想着有什么话就应该说出来，有什么想法应该让别人知道。 可是现在，不知为什么， 总是把感情埋在心里，好像在等着别人去挖掘， 很奇怪 ，但很真实！

          有时候觉得自己好像分开成了两部分，灵魂在天上飞，身体在地上走……


           发表了以后才发现，原来转载的咚咚那么长，谁要是能看到这几句真的很厉害，应该谢一下。