昨天是近几个月来最困难的一天，我估计要是他在我面前我估计我都得给他跪下了。挺是挺过来了，现在还在等消息，复活节这天见分晓。每天早起晚睡弄的我颈椎疼，一阵阵的晕。晚上吃了点儿坐月子的饭，现在是好点儿了。现在我身边有这么1群人，想帮我的帮不上好朋友，没想帮的狐朋狗友，没想帮还想法儿踩我两脚其实自己屁嘛没有的烂人。到头来能帮我的可能只有我自己。
复活节了，上帝你要是个爷们儿你就开开眼，你要是个娘们儿你就爱爱我，给我折腾点儿动静出来，别管好坏，叫我死的明白活的潇洒。给我只军队，我有踏平世界的勇气。
其实我知道，我是个好人。
Changes--Will Young
Gotta shake myself up here
I should run away run away, run away
People say don't even go near
I can see the danger
I'm aware I see the danger
If I go back once again
It's like I learned nothing
Standing at the front of a queue
Heading for trouble
Hope it changes
Hope my life changes
Gets alright somehow
I'm waiting for tomorrow
I hope it changes
Can't you stay the same
Been out of luck for so long
And I don't get much
So there's nothing much to lose
It's like a record going round
Yes, it's going round going round, going round
I know I should wanna take it off
But I find it hard
Why do I find it hard?
I used to have a vision
I was sitting somewhere up there
Looking down on myself
Doing right for once in my life
It changes
Hope my life changes
Gets alright somehow
I'm waiting for tomorrow
I hope it changes
Can't you stay the same
Been out of luck for so long
And I don't get much
So there's nothing much to lose
I just need a break a little one
To get me up to watch the sun
And hey it's peaceful here
Hope it changes
Hope my life changes
Gets alright somehow
I'm waiting for tomorrow
Hope it changes
Can't you stay the same
Been out of luck for so long
Don't get much
So there's nothing much to lose
I'm waiting for tomorrow
Hope it changes
Can't you stay the same
Been out of luck for so long